failure

today is the release date of As-level result.
tried to log in and attempts had made thousands.
terrible results projected on the screen and my mind.
not yet collapsed but huge disappointment.
yet, fast enough to regain my spirit back and calm.
i have to live though, what's wrong with a bad result?
a bad result only means two things : decrease in chance to well-known but expensive institute
and second, you lost your confidence and the pride.
anyway, i am relieved enough to learn that failure is an advantage to some countries especially the best one.
moreover, i am assured that i can do better if i am careful enough to not to fall sick again next time.
am feeling desperate, miserable ? Just last for about 5 seconds and all gone.
thanks to my parents, i am not suffering a lot from blaming and scolding but i feel warmth from the reassurance
Jethro, a man who can keep on running and flying all the time.
failure, an experience and fate that God lead you to the road that is better.

sorry if you found this different from the previous posts. thanks for watching and glad for your support.