failure

today is the release date of As-level result.
tried to log in and attempts had made thousands.
terrible results projected on the screen and my mind.
not yet collapsed but huge disappointment.
yet, fast enough to regain my spirit back and calm.
i have to live though, what's wrong with a bad result?
a bad result only means two things : decrease in chance to well-known but expensive institute
and second, you lost your confidence and the pride.
anyway, i am relieved enough to learn that failure is an advantage to some countries especially the best one.
moreover, i am assured that i can do better if i am careful enough to not to fall sick again next time.
am feeling desperate, miserable ? Just last for about 5 seconds and all gone.
thanks to my parents, i am not suffering a lot from blaming and scolding but i feel warmth from the reassurance
Jethro, a man who can keep on running and flying all the time.
failure, an experience and fate that God lead you to the road that is better.

sorry if you found this different from the previous posts. thanks for watching and glad for your support.

Health.

Hi guys, it is Wednesday. A day after I've completed my mid term examination terribly. So how's your day? Mine just fine as I just did 50 squats in the fresh morning and am planning to do the next 5 more sets after I wrote my early post. Don't waste the nice air and scene outside your window, step out let's get started for a better health.

Nothing is much more important than health of one man, treasure and keep it up.


You got it, the theme of the day is health. Recently received the news that one of my closest man in this world is having some sort of anxiety about his health. I really hope he will be alright and carry out his life as usual, well not with the liquors. Junk foods, processed foods, carbonated drinks, high calories diet...etc will just ruin your life far worst than you think it'll be. Do you remember when is your last time to have a good sleep? Do you remember when is your first time start having dizzy mind all day long? Congratulations if you are still as fit as a fiddle at this time. But don't cheat !

Wonder of how to stay fit from now on? Perhaps I can give you some websites to refer to as following :






You must not skip these information, it is vital to let you keep up on latest fitness and health information. I think I'll stop here as I want to continue my progress. See you later, have a blast !

Not delightful ?

I'm pretty sure that this was how I look like when I am forced to submit my Mathematics mid term exam paper. Quite sad actually for not prepare and the worst thing is got nervous when I received the paper. Unfortunately, I had experienced a blank out.

screw it, never mind, life goes on. Cheer~


We got a lesson here anyway, try to enjoy your life as possible you could. Don't blame anything if you never work for it before. Hereby, I admit that I really not working at all for this exam but everything shall be okay. The thing I am worrying about is how to stand on the stage and impersonate Bruno Mars and get people's attention...WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? Sorry guys, I was listening to his song currently. Damn nice, damn cool, damn addictive.

Let us count, it is the day-3 I've launched my new blog. Different from ever exists in the past. Because I write mainly in "broken" english and it is the first time I write everything myself. God, please spare me for my sin for the laziness all these time, but I promise will do better in other thing. Stop, I am not lazy, I am just hate to study those bound in box knowledge which cannot lead  me to next level of excitement. That's why I love technology, they change every single second and the most important, change for better. Yeah. I know this phenomena wouldn't exists if these bounded knowledge doesn't exists. Sad.

Special quote of the day
Friendship became meaningless when they expect you to do what they wish to but ignore your own more reasonable action. Keep in mind.

Trip of Lifetime [Shared]

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EAT from Rick Mereki on Vimeo.

Fragrance of mist

Inti University - Unedited version of the photo, first time being published to blog. Early in the morning, I took a walk around my own block for a fresh air tour. The mist looks calm and nice. Initially distracted mind was now cleared. What's matter with midterm? What's matter with As result? Nah, screw it. I prefer enjoy and live my own life by carrying my own projects and not to bounded by any other unnecessary components of daily life. Well, I still like to follow a regular sleep time, meal hours and playtime ! Let's back to the mist, it's like our unknown accident or incident that might happened in the next second. Heard someone mentioned that a guy is charming when he had clear mind of everything he got, it's wrong. Mr.Barack Obama never predicted that he can fight for president seat when he was in Jakarta. This reminds me of one extraordinary movie with fabulous theme and idea, but unluckily with so-so story line and few bombarding excitement. As in the movie, our life "might" be controlled by The Adjustment Bureau. Which we known as heaven? This bureau consists of a large department formed by a lot of super ordinary people which we known as angel and lead by the president (The God). They travel using "backdoors" and they always use a hat to gain authorization to teleport by doors.In our life, many things are done very efficiently with exploitation of backdoors but people are afraid of the usage of it, so laws are made. Hence law violators are born daily, haha. The next second, you'll try ti think I am quite insane that I am easily go off topics myself. Big apologize here and I hope you still enjoy my story whilst you are starting to think about your future and imagine your future life will be or even check out this movie I mentioned, The Adjustment Bureau. Guys and girls, who cares the mist ! Who cares about the stress of future ! Live the best we could, come out with any different kind of ideas you have ! Well, at least don't mess out with the law too often. That's all today by Jethro the kid.

Beauty of depression

 

That's the thing.

Depression, this single ugly evil deadly emotionally described term is haunting me.

Story starts when I was introduce myself to an old friend and of course, all these incidents ignited with "How are you?". Well I had a shock and in between lots of thoughts running in my mind, I felt stress, and in the mean time I had shivers run through my spine when issue of tertiary education pops up.

First of all, a congratulation is definitely needed to this special and extraordinary friend. Three words are best to describe her, fun, crazy and sporting. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention the purpose for the congratulation don't I. She managed to get into one of the top 100 universities in the world ranked by Times Education. Well done ! I won't discuss  more about her but with my education planning and problems.

It's almost every determined and dedicated students are worrying about fares and fees of tertiary education. At this point, I'm surely that fares and fees, house and living expenses, quality of education, opportunity of career are invading your fragile brain one by one. I am not excluded as you'll notice. I wasted my time on expecting a good news from a governmental department long time ago. That's a (sorry, this word is censored by me) department that exists ever that known by every single man in this land. Then I enrolled to A-level and start my pre-university. But time flies, I'm going to graduate from pre-U but I am uncertain about my result and I feel very bad for this. Where is the strength I had when I was first enrolled? Where is my confidence? Where is my crazy, insane personality that govern my happiness all the time? They're gone?

advice to juniors and fellas that thinking to follow my path: Don't you ever wasting time on ANYTHING ! When people said time is a treasure that must be treasured, trust it ! From the bottom of your heart. 

Now please come to the idea of tertiary education. Overseas or local education does differ a lot, well not very much in some aspects. United Kingdom? United States of America? Australia? Japan? China? What will you prefer? Oh ! You do notice that Malaysia has fallen out of my line, sorry but I've no intention to speak lot about Malaysia education in this passage. There are mainly three reasons to study overseas. First to enhance experience by enlarge your world wide view from either economy, lifestyle and culture. Second, build up a wide range of social connectivity and ensure your future communications and opportunities. Third, enjoy and explore the environment and the stability of what a developed country has achieved. But all these bring up problems that are common. Where are you getting the financial support? How would you adapt to the environment?

Money. Currency for exchange for every trade able items in the world. Erm...not in universe, yet. Education is a part of the business which are altered by (you know who). Let's talk about this business, I won't say that it is a devil project to suck cents and dollars that parents or individuals with dream earned hardly, but I won't have a second thought to deny it. There is nothing of education for every people for free. Reality is brought up in front of you, you need to pay or even work under contract for your education. Nobody will accidentally give you a sum of money and not ask for any return. Scholarships? Just another way that Human Resource Development of any company to find potential employees. See the connection? Education and business. There are many linkage between everything exists in the nature and man-made community.

Culture. Although we are more and more closer to the lifestyle of other developed countries out there. But I believed we are still living in a well cared and controlled community. You will get a culture shock after experience the uncontrolled freedom out there, spending habits, out of control social behavior in those countries. Well, it will not be a bug if you'd total confidence from your inner heart to face all of these.

Before it come to a dot of the post that I've spent time typing on, I wish all of us will be guaranteed a bright future and have everything under control. I hope to seek an ultimate solution for a success life. Hey ! Bon vayage !

Journey has started

Bon Voyage

The thing I'd said to myself this lovely day.

Fresh blog has been started successfully with a vignneted picture of my own.

Bits and bytes will launching on every blank space on this ordinary themed blogspace sooner or later.

Felt grateful for your footsteps here, hope we'll keep in touch